Honestly I can't wait to produce a movie about all of this of my last years. To me anything was great entertainment and endless precious.
Our Yoga family and organization is like a small world or state with a government, ruling structures and something like a political system. At some points it felt like silently studying it like the nation of Switzerland. Quickly I was looking at what the opinions, feelings and decisions of our majority is, who they are, where and how I can connect to them. I tried to understand the guiding group of our Yogis and Yoginis, how they come to decide something, what the number of theirs is and how to divinely be able to solve the problem! I guess I attained an uncountable amount of insights, the situation taught very much to me, it made me very much much more strong and wise.
It is again a little similar to my work life. Also a powerful and loving employee of the employment office few years ago gave the feedback to me she sees I am working very good. She shared her opinion with me though I need to know I very likely again will be meeting or having chiefs who more are behaving like animals. Unfortunately I in so many ways can agree to that. Also in my private life and this scenery I just from the beginning onwards couldn't understand how anyone with a clear task or responsibility for so many years simply does never answer to the communication ways we agreed, care for any of the needs of ours, in not one second seem to be thinking about my requests or is doing zero right.
First I was patient, waiting for their beautiful development to come, until they are proceeding in learning and improving their characters. Up to now I tried countless ways to solve the riddle, I was contacting our whole globe, any of our main responsibles and so on...
Now after all of it on the contrary I come to the conclusion they not only were a little slow or anything whatever, but also might straightly having been that bad, eventually even laughing at me or enjoying the pain they created to me which I do not find words for yet. Nevertheless researching on our territory then the solution was getting very easy at one point, as I was concluding following: these brothers or sisters showed clearly to me they not in one minute seemed to be doing something of the tasks their positions include, which seemingly made it impossible for me to receive what I needed. Seeing and looking at this group of leader I was so shocked they never listened, never were acting properly or typing some lines accurately as an answer e.g. to a question. At the same time I then assumed the hidden planets of our usual joy and spiritual intelligence, the most precious jewels, one of our leaders at least mentioned when we met in Hamburg. Knowing about her view they at this time are at our administration in the background I think still it for so long now cruely and straight forwardly it is not possible to find their contact data or mail adresses. As they are not involved in our official centre coordination I couldn't find them while sending a mail to the school mail adress, nor to our Global Hospital, some different wings like a Rural Wing, the Media Wing or Youth Wing! It looks like so far we still as well were not able to find out about what is going on in our empire, to manage being able to reach out to each other and find our peaceful ways to us. I guess collectively still we were locked in some kind of room like our homes, as earlier in the patriarchy wives, all women or grandmothers used to be. At the university I learned as well in the ancient Greek it was behind a houses' door where the women within a family had to be and stay! :D ^^ After this stories of heavy abuse, being maybe clowned by a what I thought very powerful circle of leaders I then went over to asking them if they probably know about their mail contact data or another way to help me in finding them. The chances seem to be very very little, but anyway possibly I am able to wake them up or move them to only once act correctly, hopefully before leaving their seat. Unfortunately I am not able to travel to India or around our many places where we practise Raja Yoga, study, live and to me be the most beautiful enjoyable precious cool persons in society. (=
All I can do is wait and see, keep on practising magic and conjure the final happy end of this puzzle. *
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