Phew, where do I begin? I've in the last years seen times which appeared to be so dark, painful, lonely and hopeless. Though at the same time they were very very rich as well, hugely blissful and, too, the most faszinating, deep and interesing phase in my sweet and happy life.
He to me again sadly appeared like a heavy sociopathic man. While telling the great social worker she said to me she fully has the same opinion than I on the sad young soul. Further though she said unfortunately I should not wonder if anyway he will be winning.
Tough I still can't believe that this just happened. Luckily I knew before that it pretty much might come like this. It was in 2016 when a lady at the employment office gave the feedback to me she'd see I am working very very well. Following she let me know that the problem I was starting to become after University was rooted in our systems. It was quite accurately what I experienced at the University, as well at work, and her explanation made pretty much sense to me. As I already wrote and shared about she said to me I in the future unfortunately will repeatedly like up to today be having chiefs who are acting more like animals than human souls. I listened very silently, carefully and not less than to 100% could agree to her words, theory, description of reality and perceptions. After my studies, which were hugest fun to me, very very happy and successful I then saw a nice number of such men and women she was talking about. A few meetings later I spoke to her about an experience I just had with the local Hip Hop producer Plusma. We met at a monthly Ableton group in the city which was organized by the music software company and made for producer. After two or three times we've seen each other there we made appointments at his work place for networking or making music together. He to me again sadly appeared like a heavy sociopathic man. While telling the great social worker she said to me she fully has the same opinion than I on the sad young soul. Further though she said unfortunately I should not wonder if anyway he will be winning.
...I just wrote to them it is starting to me to feel as if we are in danger of a decreasing equality for women even, like it was happening in Russia for queer people,...
Now it is around 5.5 years later, beautiful meaningful and important things were happening to me meanwhile or I worked hard for me to go on succeeding with my work, art plus music. Not long after the several few conversations I had with the women at the employment office it started to happen that she out of a reason I don't know then was working at another office in Hamburg. As she warned me about and fortunately I knew before such things like other employants at the employment office with an opposite opinion or theory happened to me. After this I've seen four of them and one team leader who even denied there to be a problem for women in our industries. Definitely female humans in the western world nowadays are being given a lot of respect so far. At the same time e.g. in our leading positions nationally there are still only very small numbers like almost zero or around 10%. Lately I just wrote to them it is starting to me to feel as if we are in danger of a decreasing equality for women even, like it was happening in Russia for queer people, if these facts are not a part of propaganda or desinformation. In 2017 I was looking for journalistic support in my situation with Plusma and after having been writing to around 30 German media there was noone to offer help to me. I must assume he is still out there in the music business while politically it to me further is not fully clear if we will be able to achieve improvements for our pure stomachs.
I must assume he is still out there in the music business while politically it to me further is not fully clear if we will be able to achieve improvements for our pure stomachs.
Nevertheless I am not giving up and hope u were enjoying my information, the text was entertaining to u and u besides altogether having had so far and will keep on having a wonderful joyful day!
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