Today I love to share a powerful, unbelievably strange though amazing story I experienced very few years ago. It was one or two years before when at this beautiful day I was skateboarding in one of my city's parks. For around ten years I am adoring to spend my free time on the board and I at this time luckily was quite good in it. Shortly before I started to study musicology I involved myself into the hobby as I got bored with kickboxing. As well as in Stuttgart's skate parks, my home city at that time, I was maximum happy with the floating movements, excitement I had practising tricks or especially really sweet and lovely company I had mostly of other girls and women ripping obstacles. To me these were one of the most awesome years in my lifey of which u also can get informed more about here in this blog text.
As the beauties in our population are not this many inboxes of this social groups are mostly empty or life can be quite a one women show seemingly for years or phases.
After my studies at the University and moving to Hamburg in Germany I began to work in the music industry diving deeply into Hip Hop. Funnily and greatly pretty quickly I was blessed with an elder female Yoga teacher giving me the advice to learn kickboxing for being able to solve a row of problems I got at training or work places. So I did so and definitely endlessly urgently I also needed them during these scenes in the skate park. A psychotherapist told me about results of the social scientific studies of a professor in Hamburg who show to me that bodily beautiful female souls on this globe very often scarely have not huge difficulties with finding mates, a partner or other new cool members of their social circles. It is due to people with less beauty who very often don't dare to move closely to also for example very successful models. As beauties in our population are not this many inboxes of this social groups are mostly empty or life can be quite a one women show seemingly for years or phases. :D ;) Maybe that is the reason why again since I am living in Hamburg as mostly I was driving and flowing to the park alone at this day. I did not look much around after arriving to check who alongside with me is here on that day, but jumped on the skateboard instead and began my session. Unfortunately the urban playground was much crowded.
What even more dangerously following happened was even heavier frightening after a whole big group of 10 to 15 teenage boys with their scooters began to walk behind his back, kind of protecting the violent dad of his male kid acting in himpathy seemingly.
After some minutes of my time outside I rolled on a smooth rounded off middle high hill
for a feeble and arriving on the top turning round I saw a very small male kid rolled exactly into my line with speed on its scooter. As I am much stable on my board and can control it well nevertheless I managed to land without any accident calmly besides him. I was surprised and shocked a little about the consciousness of the child as well as about its perception or the danger it was able to bring itself here. I therefore decided to squeeze a little its chest warning the just possibly only two year old with additionnal words of something like "Hey, you need to be more careful at this place, it can be very dangerous!" Suddenly an arabic looking middle aged physically strong man fastly walked over to us and I climbed on the hill walking towards him. Dangerously not for one second I was having a chance to say anything to him as he seemed to be very unsatisfied angry. Following out of nothing literally he began to attack and beat me. At the beginning I felt save though as I knew about my kickboxing abilites when suddenly I newly realized how of iron and perfectly trained the father of the young boy appeared to me. I was afraid a little when I then saw I could not defend myself with my fists, but that I had to use the skateboard with fortunately not so light axles to make him go away and beat back on his shoulders. At this day I needed to use the complete amount of my power and really very hard hammered onto him to defend myself. A very short time after he then stopped his offend and he did not continue it. Nevertheless I remained slightly in fear and thought I need to find a very quick way to leave and bring myself back to a secure place. What even more dangerously following happened was even heavier frightening after a whole big group of 10 to 15 teenage boys with their scooters began to walk behind his back, kind of protecting the violent dad of his male kid acting in himpathy seemingly. One after the other started to defend him verbally, accuse me and I then additionnally found the majority of the crowd surrounding us being against me. Left without any psychological or emotional protection further the I assume muslim man or German citizen went on with blaming me for two of the children, the son and a girl next to him sitting on a bench, heavily crying then. I made much effort to remain calm and the couple of two then left the skate park. Still shocked I observed him leaving towards the train station or similar stopping at a small elder group of strollers. The couple of western strollers were having a harmless expression though I was not sure of how developed with their misogyny and himpathy they were. So I decided to not expect likewise some support or help of them. That was why I waited patiently to let the culprit leave and see how the scenery will develop. After some more minutes I standed on my board courageously rolling back home in the same direction as the steel brother did. As to me the situation still felt not less dangerous I had the impression I was not able to take more pain and damage of my body or soul through himpathy or gross treatment of the peole walking by and worse I only simply tried to vanish softly without dying in one the next seconds, or being heavily seriously injured on this day! :( :D So on my board I slowly passed the already a little slightly grey circle of people for skateboarding to the train station nearby. I then had to pass the man, but finally could do so without any conflict while after being before him for some meters even I was able and managed to raise my arm waving forgiving byes to both of them which he replied smilingly and sunny I thought I was seeing him doing so.
She let me know she heard of a serious dangerous islamistic terrorist in New York City which is recruiting new men in the prisons there and wants to gain influence also through Hip Hop.
My heart was getting lighter through this and I went on with my travel home to my apartment in the north of Hamburg. Around these years it was for me a series of grey up to dark years when as well at other unexpected similar cases I found myself, too, in big pain and threatened having to face misogynistic rude behavior of the police as well. As similar ways of acting were happening to me also at a family doctor and a sad long list of neighbours or institutions I in the time after this happening did not have power to call the police or defend myself further with some more initiatives. Only a few days ago I wrote to the police about what was going on to make my contribution for progress in changing such lifethreatening dangerous structures besides the misogyny I assume behind. Lovingly a short while ago I found the French organisation Nous Toutes which works for awareness, too, when it comes to policemen reacting not very sensitively towards countless female victims. I can imagine the intention of the attacking man was misogyny as according to his attitude a women is not allowed to maybe even look into the eyes of his king son child, talk to him or doing anything similar than education for him in the eye of a current public situation like this. Even worse sounds what I also can imagine to be possible even not less is a serious and hazardous circumstance the same Yogini I mentioned here before told about around four years ago. She let me know she heard of a serious dangerous islamistic terrorist in New York City which is recruiting new men in the prisons there and wants to gain influence also through Hip Hop. That idea about what was going on came to my mind after seeing this dad's body to be that much of steel or him creating the impression of being very very experienced and trained in boxing or fighting. I thought only for a free time activity or self defense in normal daily life situations the level of skills of the kid's father is unbelievably high. That was when I kept on finding answers to his identity and quickly such motive was appering in my mind after reflecting. Lovely folks, with this real life hero story am wishing u a relaxed feministic innovative futuristic awesome progressive Sunday with a lot of fun or new ideas for your antimisogynistic character development or lifestyle studies! <3
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